Not as Bad as it SeemsAs the tears drop from my eyes it comes to me as no surprise. Daily are my cries. My mind filled with many lies. Days of so many tries. I lie to myself. Trying to release the hand I've been dealt. It seems to no avail. The cover of darkness is my trail. It seems my efforts to be normal always fail. I wish to a tropical island I could sail.To see the world beautiful. To be reminded reasons to live are innumerable. Knowing reasons to die aren't excusable. The proof found in love; irrefutable. Yes the road may be scary. But my inner will with me I'll carry.I will succeed. Nothing will I allow for me to impede. Just continue to dream. And realize things aren't as bad as they seem.